How Long?

2010 - 1997 = 13

My dad died 13 years ago today. I'd say in the last year or so, I've gotten numb to this. I literally just had to use the calculator to see how long it had been. That's bad, right?

Of course, I miss him. I miss him not being there for the littles, for me, for my Mom, and for all of the stuff that has gone on in the past 13 years. I honestly do miss him, but I think that after a certain amount of time, you just move on. Even though it's the end of October, my month of stuff, I have survived. It's been one of the roughest Octobers since 1997, but I ultimately know - without a doubt - that my God has me right where He wants me, and without Him, I wouldn't have made it through this month!

This is where I was two years ago. I didn't even write about it last year.

Remembering My Dad