Ramblings

I blog. It's what I do. For some time, there, I was a blogging fool, but then life happened. Well, having two babies in a row happened, and other kids grew up, and out. I miss those days where I could just sit down to the computer and pour my heart out to the world of "nothing."

The Nothing. Kinda like on The Neverending Story. The Nothing was this, well, nothing, that was taking over the land. I have a friend that could tell you the name of the land, and all of its characters, and most likely quote a few of its good lines, but as for me, I'm calling the Nothing, the Nothing, and the land, the land.

Side note, sorry.

I miss me. I miss being able to ramble on about whatever was on my mind. Now, I find myself censoring myself. What I say may not be the right thing, or offend someone, or cause some discomfort in the land of nothing. I miss not caring.

I'm just gonna say it.

I feel like the Nothing some days. I've been suffering from severe depression, post traumatic stress disorder, anxiety, and a few other things that I may or may not have the courage to put out into cyberland.

Today, I find myself really down in the dumps. I'm struggling with quite a load, and I wish I could just spill my emotions out onto the table, but I can't.

I'm working on myself. I've been working on my junk now for awhile, and I am on my way to finding a voice.

A voice in the land of Nothing. interesting.